Past

I seem to have a problem letting the past just go on and be the past.  I can't let go of past friendships.  I have no problem letting go of past enemies.  That doesn't mean I ever want those people as friends, I just don't want to waste my time being hateful towards them.  The only person that hurts is me.  The friendship I probably miss the most, is Gary.  Because of circumstances surrounding the demise of our friendship, I don't know if I'll ever get that back.  I've considered contacting him and his wife several times but I don't like to do things on impulse so I've stopped myself.  Plus, I don't know what they're reaction would be upon hearing from me.  We had a falling out with his wife's sister and that was the end of our friendship.  I plan on contacting him shortly before going to pick up our puppy in September.  They live very close to where the breeder is so if our conversation  went well, we could stop by and see them.  I guess we'll see what happens.