Thursday, July 31, 2008

Stressed

My house has been a nightmare since Jake and Minka have been indoors.  I've just been putting off going out to the cat house.  I don't even want to be in there.  Jake is driving the other animals completely insane and hell, the humans as well.  The first night he was indoors, I was in the bathroom, getting ready to step into the bathtub to rinse off my feet (I never wear shoes in the summer and my feet get dirty).  The second I stepped onto the bathmat, which he apparently has dubbed his new girlfriend, he full out attacked my foot and bit through the skin.  Now if you'll recall, this is the same cat that bit me the last time I let him indoors and he caused a pretty nasty infection from that bite.  I don't to be on any unnecessary drugs while I'm pregnant so I washed my foot for what seemed like an hour to make sure I got all the nasty cat saliva out.  If any of the cats dares to move from their hiding spots, he attacks them.  I'm talking fur flying attacks.  Thus, the cats don't leave their spots unless they're really hungry or really thirsty.  Note, I didn't say anything about leaving their spots to potty.  Yeah, I'd say it's time for the outdoor cats to go back outdoors.  The first night, I let my flame point siamese, Isaiah sleep in bed with me.  I normally don't do that because he has asthma and breathes fairly loudly and he can't get out of the bedroom without waking me up.  I can't say I blame him for holding it all night till I got up and put him in the litter box.  One night, Jasmine decided to be a brat and shove little Jakey onto the floor from the arm of the couch.  Jake grabbed onto the only thing available to keep from falling, both sides of Jasmine face.  Minka has left numerous scratches on Jasmine.  (most of which are Jasmine's fault)  The kid looks like she was attacked by a mountain lion.  This little orange cat is turning my house upside down.

Jasmine has been a major brat the last week or so.  Just intentionally doing things she KNOWS she'll get into trouble for.  Pouring her juice onto the table so her toys can play in the puddles has been a big one.  Throwing her toys just to throw them.  Nothing seems to be getting through to her.  I decided today that I'd just work on spending some time doing things with her today, thinking maybe she just wanted the attention.  But here we are and she's still being awful.  It's left me stressed out during the day, which has my husband looking at me like I'm the bitch from hell.  Even after I told him every night this week I went to be wanting to cry.  It makes you feel like a crappy parent when your kid keeps misbehaving and nothing you do seems to make a difference.  So when the dog came in muddy as hell, and I asked him to take her outside (HIS dog), I didn't want a shitty response.  Sometimes, I expect him to do a little more than usual because I know what I'll have to deal with after he goes to bed and would like to relax while I can. 

Last night I went in the kittens room to check on them one last time.  (they haven't been allowed out in the house because Jake would maul one of them)  I noticed a small puddle next to the litter box.  My kittens don't have an enclosed box, just a standard cheapo one.  Someone missed the box and thank god they did.  The urine was full of blood.  I contacted the rescue to get a vet appointment but we still have to find out which kitten is doing it.  Not an easy task if you ask me.  When a cat pees on cat litter, you can't tell what color it is.  I might try getting some litter crystals and using that to find out who is having the problem.  That's what we always used at the vet's office to collect urine samples from cats.  (the crystals don't absorb anything)  Ugh, I'm going to take a hot shower and hope to burn away some of this stress. 

Yeah, that's me

cat

I was that cat at one point and time.  Seriously.  It was my first ever out paitent procedure.  (upper gi tube)  They gave me very happy drugs.  At one point while in recovery, I briefly woke up only to say 'Mommy look at all the pretty colors'  Then fell right back to sleep.  Yeah, I'm on of those.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Gremlin Pic

Gremlin

Today was a rather awful day.  Last night when I took the dog out to go potty, one of the outdoor cats was meowing like crazy.  Not unusual, he's always meowing.  I shined my flashlight towards their area and saw Jake and Gremlin outside looking at me.  I took the dog back inside but decided the next day I'd go and check on them.  Today, I took Jasmine out to play and while I was out there, Jake was meowing again, this time more insistently.  I headed out that way and immediately thought it weird that Jake was the only cat I was seeing.  I was within ten feet of the cat yard when I began to smell it.  I turned back towards the house to grab a carrier for Jake so that I could leave the doors open without him running away.  After he was safely crated and Shawn was keeping Jasmine busy, I went back out to find the source of the smell.  I glanced up and saw Gremlin, laying on the table, obviously dead.  I had to take a moment before I could go in.  He was alive last night and yet today... he just looked awful.  I still wasn't sure if Minka was alive or not and assumed she wasn't considering she hadn't come out when I was getting Jake.  I left the doors open and did my best not to look at my cat or breathe a great deal.  I called for her, not really expecting to hear anything, when she meowed.  She was inside a trash can (It's empty aside from a roll of garden hose and a tractor tire).  She wouldn't come out on her own so I had to do battle with the spiders to pull out the tire and then her.  I carried her into the house.  I dug the hole but I just couldn't get him out of there.  The smell was awful and I knew that the underside of him was bound to be worse than what I was seeing.  I eventually asked Shawn to do it for me.  (we used a shovel... I hated doing it but he was covered in bugs)  I just can't get the image of his face out of my head.  They did so much damage in the small amount of time that he was dead.  Both the other cats are indoors for the night.  I want the smell to clear and then I'm going to go clean it out a bit.  Jake obviously wasn't setting foot inside the shed and was very upset.  I wonder if it would've made a difference if I had actually went out there last night.  When I was out there the other day, everyone was fine.  Gremlin seemed a little dehydrated but other than that, he seemed good.  Since we moved into this house, I have lost so many animals.  I know it's not the house but it makes it that much harder to stay here.  There are some days I feel as if I will be stuck in this house for the rest of my life.  I love this house.  Honestly.  But I don't want to live in this area.  I want the kind of privacy that you just can't get when you live this close to the city.  Not to mention that we are drowning in debt from the bills.  I want to start over and do it better and the only way to do that is to sell this house

Creepy Crawlies

Don't worry, I'll get to Batman at the end of this thing.  I took Mia out to go potty (husband's border collie).  Normally I wouldn't go out with her but I wanted to make sure she went and considering there was enough junk food on the ground to feed Ethiopia for a week, I figured I should keep an eye on her.  (old not really fit for human consumption junk food but hey, the dogs liked it)  While I'm out there, I decide to take a look at the pool since it's been at least a week since I've even been in the backyard.  Omigod.  I didn't know that many mosquito larvae could be breed that fast.  I swear the entire pool is full of them.  There were also some other kind of bug larvae swimming in there except they were pretty huge.  (well as far as any larvae I've ever seen)  It really gave me a case of the heebie jeebies.  I shocked the hell out of the water, although I don't really know if that kills the bugs or not.  We haven't put any chemicals in the water recently due to the fact that the pump broke.  I wasn't sure if it would be a great idea just to toss chemicals in the water and not have them circulate but after seeing that, I said to hell with it.  (oh and of course I can't find the pump for this pool ANYWHERE to replace the old one) 

The Dark Night was really good but I don't think anyone really expected to hear anything different.  I had a hard time not tearing up through the movie knowing that this was Heath Ledger's last film and that it put such a strain on him emotionally.  He played the part of joker extremely well.  I know many will be sad that he will not be able to be the joker in the next Batman movie.  Christian Bale did such a wonderful job with the role of Batman that I can't imagine that they would cast anyone else in his place.  I know Heath got a lot of credit for his role but I think Christian Bale deserves just as much bravo for his character.  He was phenomenal.  Jasmine did extremely well throughout the movie.  There's been a lot of talk about how it should've been an R-rated movie due to the graphic nature of the movie.  Honestly, I didn't think it was that bad.  There's some special effects at the end that is... disturbing but the rest of the movie was what you'd expect from a superhero movie.  Nothing too terribly gory.  She fell asleep during the last half hour or so.  She had her hands over her eyes so much during that time that I think she just passed out.  (she didn't much care for the graphic part that I'm talking about and I didn't want her seeing it, although I don't think she really understood what she was seeing)  I thought it was worth the money spent.  Although, unlike many who have seen the movie, there was occasional talking in the theatre, along with one cell phone going off (C'mon here people, the usher even comes in front of the theatre before the movie starts and says to turn off your damned cells) and several people thought it was ok to text.  Even with the few inconsiderate movie goers, it was still worth it. 

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Dark juice

We're getting ready to go see the Batman movie that everyone won't shut up about.  I wasn't going to go see it but my husband wanted to so here we are.  I just like to go for the food.  ;) 

On another quick note.  Why has no one ever introduced me to pomegranate juice?  I bought a berry pomegranate juice thing last night and I'm in love with the stuff. 

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Mindless chit chat

This has been the first week in three weeks that I haven't had someone to hang out with morning, noon and night.  I miss it the most at night, when most everyone else is sleeping.  Although, I do have more time to get things done around the house.  Whereas when my husband was home, I felt like I needed to spend time with him.  Plus, it's hard to get motivated to clean when your significant other gets to watch tv.  I'm shocked I didn't put on a ton of weight with all the food we've been eating.  Late night snacks are always out around here when he's on vacation. 

We've been having internet problems for about a week now so I think it's time to call ATT out here already.  One day, we had no home phone because they were putting in high speed internet at the neighbors house.  The next day, we had frequent internet outings.  One minute you could get online and the next, the router was in the red.  I'm not usually allowed to make the phone calls to the companies that service us.  My husband, more times than not, is able to be calm and understanding.  I, on the other hand, feel like if I'm paying for a service to work everyday, then it should work and when there's a problem, someone better get to fixing it asap, not when a technician is available.  I try to be nice to the person on the end of the phone, as it's not their fault, it's just their job to answer the phones and deal with people like me.  However, if they are unfriendly or I feel like I'm not getting anywhere, I ask for a manager and then I become a little more snippy.  We figured the problem would be taken care of by now as the ATT guys had been out here quite a few times in the last two weeks.  No such luck.  My husband is going to have his chance to talk to them and if nothing changes, I'll be calling.

I guess I don't have really too much interesting to write about on here right now.  My brain is stuck on the bills that have to go out this weekend and how much will be left over after everything is paid.  I guess I'll go figure that out and maybe have more to say later.