Tummy says grrr

When I was pregnant with Jasmine, I gained 65lbs.  (I immediately lost 30lbs. the day after she was born... water weight)  It was my first pregnancy so I thought 'Hell, I'm pregnant I get to eat as much as I want and whatever I want.'  I don't want to gain that much with this pregnancy.  And yet, I cannot stop eating.  An hour after dinner, my stomach will be growling and bitching for more food.  Instead of putting small amounts of food in it, I load up on anything that sounds good at the time.  Every night, I tell myself tomorrow will be different and I'll have more self control.  Then tomorrow comes and my tummy takes control of my brain.  I don't know how much I've gained to this point but I'm pretty sure it's been a couple of pounds.  (although at times it looks like you can tell I'm pregnant, it's pregnancy bloat damnit... a few hours later I look completely without child)  I can't possibly eat like this the rest of my pregnancy.  I will weigh more than the last time.  Thankfully, it only took a few months to take the majority of the mommy belly away but it took over a year to get rid of the weight on my legs.  On another note, if I don't get a call from my OB tomorrow telling me I have an appointment, I'll be calling them myself.  You see, my insurance is stupid.  I can go to my OB every year for my regular stuff.  I can even make an appointment for non-regular stuff (pain, etc.) and everything is fine with them.  But if I find myself to be with child, I have to go to my regular MD and have him make a referral to my OB.  I already had him do the referral but they seem to be slow to getting me an appointment.  I don't like to wait.  Especially when I feel like crap.  I want to go to my OB and complain for a while like most pregnant women get to do!  Well, I'm off to read a chapter or two in my book and go to sleep.  I need to set an alarm so I can get my sunflowers planted before they die in their little cups.